baby sitting

walaupn dh xbrp nk ada duit n jpa blum msuk,,
tp disebabkn sale yg mnggila n keinginan shoping yg tinggi mnggunung,,
aku prgi jugak shoping.
huiiiii,70%,50% wah2!nsb xde 100% kalau xpengsan
pergi dgn kakak ipar yg dh trlalu lama mnyorok di rumah dan anak2 buah yg mungkin dh lupa bagaimana rupa dunia.hahhaha

dh penat shoping
habiskn duit yg abah br bagi
aku blanja kak su mkn pizza.dh lama xmkn pizza.yummy..yum2~

my darling hawa sedang cuba mmotong garlic bread dia



aku dh mcm pengasuh.dgn backpack anmum,handbag,camera,botol susu.haha.mcm bwk anak sendiri jln2.kini ku fhm knp kakak ipar ku lebih suka bwk beg skulah.haha

then,aku try bwk adam dgn baby carrier.hahaha.mcm mak org dah



aftr penat brlari ke sana sini,brgelak ketawa bila kak hawa mlompat2,,adan n hawa trus trlentok dlm kreta
adam~pnganiyaan kanak2.haha



tgh upload2 gmbr.jumpa dis cute picture of my niece
i call them 'maggi girls'

owwh,,how sweet...!!love u gurls so damn much
tp tolong jgn merengek2 please?
and adam tooo

no idea..wattodo?

bwat xtau jela..
oh just nk msukkn tshirt pagoda bapakku yg telah di conteng.
hasilnya?ntah apa2..

aku pggl bj ni 'rojak ayam'

label baju pagoda.hihi

ini br td conteng belah belakang.(owh bila ditegangkn baju tu.hasil pen fabric ane bleh tahan.senang ckit nk tulis.tp penegang ni kecik sgt.limited)

then,semalam shoping bj adik bulu mata lentik aku
aku mntak beli 1bj pagoda utk aku
trbeliak mata kakak tu ingat aku pakai.relax ar kak.xtulis pown lelaki shj.
mak aku pown beli sebab xnak lebih byk baju abah jd mangsa aku

baju ada
butang ada
benang pown ada
kain dh gunting
tp aku nk bwat apa sbnrnya?
hahha.xde idea lorh
ingat nk bwat pokok tp kain utk btg xde,
bila susun trfikir,,eh bat merak pown cun
pastu pk lg 'ni kalau jahit nmpak mcm dada aku berbulu pulak'
last2 biar je...
kuang kuang kuang

sila bg idea

tersedar

okayh.dh sedar diri
selepas tidur utk 30minit,makan ikan pari msk asam pedas,
dan lala semalam,minum air oren yg sejuk,,
hati aku dah sejuk n WARAS

ok.aku salah.mm,dia bz.aku kena la tlg.
aku pown bukan ada krja.esok nk g shoping jgkkn,,(abah bg duit blanja.hehehe)
td marah sebab adik aku yg badak n yg bulu mata lentik tu bwat aku marah
so bila mak aku mintak tlg utk tolong diorg aku jd bengang.
dan marah.dan xnak dgr arahan mak aku.dan org laen jugak kn tempias

ok.aku brsalah.tp adik2 aku mmg bersalah jugak.manja!

selfish n bukan solehah

br semalam tulis mahu jd anak yg baik.
susah la kn?
susah nk jd solehah.ada je benda xkena
ada je nk saket hati.mcmn nk elak?
xboleh.aku xboleh!!!!!!

aku tau dia kecik hati tp aku bwat xtau je.
sebab aku lebih peduli psl hati aku yg dh kecut sgt ni dan perasaan yg mmbuak2 ni
keras hati fati ni.KERAAAAAAAS!!!!!

siyes aku rasa nk jerit AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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ok dah jerit dlm hati.tp masih rasa bebal.
benci2.benci2.benci2!!!!!!!!

2009(1429 H) resolution.urgent!!

tiap2 tahun pasti ada azam baru
yup.azam yg brlambak2.to-do-list yg panjang lebar
tp at the end of the year,not even suku pown trcapai.
biasalah tu,,
so sum of my 2009 resolution will b repetition of last year's resolution

sgt banyak so i will update ckit2

1.mahu belajar awal2.no more last mnt study(this 1 is every year resolution,,since i was in kindergarden.but yeah,,tdak pernah berjaya.)

2.mahu lebih rajin.sebagai seorg student,anak gadis dan hambaNYA(tidak 1 pn brjaya so far.coz my middle name is LAZY)

3.mahu jadi lebih ceria!nk tunjukkn dr.gigi pn ROCK!bukan skima!

4.mahu jadi lebih mnsyukuri nikmat tuhan.kurangkan mengeluh.kurangkan komplen hidup ini bosan.(kina,aku rs sebab kita sll komplen la hidup kita trasa lebih bosan.apa kata kita NJOY je.ceria je.kau ceria aku ceria semua ceria.mesti xrasa bosan sgt kn?(aku tau sedapkn hati je...T_T *sigh* upppsss...)

5.mahu mnjayakn plan tshirt kami(aku,ane,kina).buat label kami sndiri.wah!!msti sukses!mesti!

6.mahu beli kamera.wajibulghunnah!jadi photographer?maybeee.haha.amek gmbr xbtul lg.kina,ganbatte!

7.mahu buang sifat buruk.seperti buruk sangka(sifat ini amat sgt tidak trkawal)

8.mahu lebih yakin pada diri sndiri.lebih mencintai diri sendiri.xmahu trlalu pndg rendah pd diri sndiri.jgn bg org pijak2 diri sndiri.

9.mesti mahu tangani social fobia yg sgt teruk.mesti lebih mudah senyum.

10.mahu jadi green-lover.

11.mahu kurangkn shoping.errkk,,,akan dipertimbangkn.hehhehe

12.mahu kurangkan berat badan.mesti diet!!!!mesti!kena rajen joging.no more tuna at 12.no!

13.mahu cuti2 malaysia.nak start brjalan dah.nk g klate(rumah tini),taiping(rumh faten) n laen2

14.mahu jadi lebih open.i mean xmau lg jadi katak di bawah tempurung

15..........will be added later.............

TC

last friday my two gurlfrens(FRENS) brtandang kt rumah(dun b jealous ane)
so we all went 4 a walk to the nearest(30mnt drive tidak trmasuk jam) n famous(i thnk) beach in kuantan
Teluk Cempedak
sgt ramai org dou'
bila diorg dtg n aku jd tourist guide then br aku sedar lawa jgk teluk cempedak nih
hahaha,slama ni buat dunno je.
n we hav fun snap-ing sum pictures of us n others n monkeys too.haha
n then realise dat we dun really luk gud in photos
(2009 resolution: diet n camera)
posing gila2,if ane ada then,crazy like hell lah

langit dan bumi

this pic was supposed to be me on air jumping from dat stone.but well,,too late.im already landed safely

pic2 kami control cun.especially tini.dia ada mslh kaki ricket koot


PEN VS GAY

masyaAllah,,,dunia nk kiamat.

apapun aku sgt suka mereka dtg kuantan.
kecuali part mreka ckp klantan dan aku hanya fhm 1 perkataan di stiap ayat mereka.
ada jugak sudi dtg ke tratak huduh hamba.
next holiday im going to kelantan.
kite blajo ckp klate pulok deh?haha mrapu hbs!

proud to be kuantan-ist!!

im having tachycardia

mmm today is boring.boring.
went to how's clinic.'pull n push' dats got to be the motto of dis clinic.
saket tau tak!!!!if i hav the gut to yell to dat dr. rrrrrr
oh well, my fault.gatal nk pkai braces.padan muka fati.

i hav 1lil secret,haha,my frens,my housemate(kununnye) wake up soooooooo 'early' today.
so 'early' dat i tot they were dead.seriously!
jgn marah ya kawan?tihihi

oh,my money r dissappear-ing!
not that sum1 still them r i lost thm
they just vanished lil by lil
oh n i dun shopping either.no no.it hav been so long since the last tyme i bought bags r shoes r clothes r those cute accessories dat i love to but rarely wear them.no no.
so long dat i mite hav forgotten where mid is.(read my lips(if u can)).SERIOUSLY.
but my money still flow like water(mngalir bagai air.hahaha)

so i hav to.HAV TO.call my mum.
i need money 4 my dental appointmnt
n dis thursday im going home AGAIN.so need money 4 fuel,tol,air kacip fatimah to make me alert while driving instead of sleeping n letting my car drive on its own n crush other cars n then maybe get a chance to see ufo AGAIN!k wat the hell am i talking here?
so i need money!
bank islam baki: rm20.oo hahaha
aku malu nk mintak terus dr abah
y?coz aku mmg malu.yup malu xbrtempat.
as always my mum will b the middle-woman

n i love abah coz he love me.he never said dat directly like 'abah sayang aisah'(mimpila)
but i noe he love me.ok not just me,my annoying brothersssss toooo
bcoz he never ask so much when i ask him(thru my mum) 4 sum money
n when i said rm150 will be enuff,,guess how much he giv to me?
rm500.n
last sunday b4 i start my class he already gave me rm 300 wic i used to pay my hutang pd ane n kinah.
n my abah xbrkira pown.he believe in me.not that he pampered me too much.
ramai org kata coz im the only daughter,aku manja n abah beri je apa aku nak.NO.
im not dat kind of girl.n i noe my abah doing the rite thing to believe in me coz ill never ever going to dissapoint him r my mum r my brothers n family.(kay aku mngarut lg)
n im not taking advantages on him k?
i really need dat money
n within 1hours my account dh jd rm520.00
so yeah,,, i love my abah.

n tmrw,,tmrw is my big day.special day.
maybe not 4 you,but 4 me.
its a...................................SECRET.
hahaha.
just hoping i dont do anythg dat will make me luk stupid.
coz tmrw is the day i hav been waiting 4 along tyme.
ya allah,berkatilah pertemuan esok.ameeen

yey! n........NOOOOOOOOOOOO!

short yey! tu holiday.yey!!
n abig NO to no stdywix.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
duh-uh.aku xtaula apa yg fac aku fikir sbnrnye.
dia nk ramaikn org failed kah?
br je cuti hr tu dh ada cuti
wah!gumbiranya aku!!yey!yey!
then selak2 jadual.2.1 no study wix
2.2 only 5days stdy days!
gilo!!!!!!!!

ni sume nk jd penyebab aku failed
aku failed lg skali r kn supplimnt.aku sue fac aku
haaa~br tau sape aku
aku fati la
aku tau aku dh start mrepek.aku saket perut,blkg,n hati

k.so buhbai.
xnak STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~picnik fun!!!

last friday we went 4 picnic!!!at the black stone beach..
best2.mghabiskn sisa cuti yg menyedihkn...xnak balik..T_T


hawa n dina in their swimmingsuit.hahha.
hawa luks more like hawaiian girl

at first hawa dgn cunnye slow2 mnuju ke air laut.dia mmerhati(hawa xprnah dibawa oleh bapak dia ke laut,,so this is her 1st tyme)


smpai je kat air,ada ombak dtg serang dia..dia menjerit!!!n mnangis.hahha.dia takut laut..salah siapa?bapak dia!


sebab nk biasakn dia..kami siram dia


dina?oh,,dia sgt suka maen air.




kami maen tanam-tanam dina(dia xkesah)


kami ibu-ibu yg happy~(aku single-xde-anak-lagi k?)


aku adala pengawal pantai a.k.a beachgurl.hihi


oh,pantai ini ada byk goat.dina love goat.mmbeeeeek!

dina yg kuat makan n ibu..

~THE BEST PICTURE!!!!!!~

hawa & dina

hawa sgt wallah!!!,vogue ada pluang jd model

dina?well spek tu besaq sgt.dia takut jatuh.control hbs

~korban korban MOOOoooo

oh korban dh lama tp br ada ms nk upload gmbr
aku suka smbut ry korban kt kmpg
so much fun!pg2 lg dh ada scene.ada org gila lepas lembu nk korban tu
pak akim aku ty bdk tu

pak akim:knp awak lepaskn lembu tu?
bdk gila:td lembut tu cakap ngan saya....
pak akim:lembu tu ckp apa?
bdk gila:lembu tu suruh saya lepaskan dia
pak akim:knp?
bdk gila:lembu tu ckp.kalau sy xlepskn dia,,dia nk mgamuk.kalau dia mngamuk,dia akan sondol pokok yg dia kn ikat tu.kalau dia sondol,pokok tu tumbang.kalau pokok tumbg,hbsla kreta2 kat situ.dhla kreta mahal2.nnt rosak sume...jadi,sy lepasknla

muahahahaha.maka kami yg kt atas rumah ni trgelak besarla
haih,lambat jdnye nk g cr blk lembut tu.
dh la hujan.berlecak.
haih.tgk jelah..

ksian lembu kn mandi lumpur

darah!darah!part ni lembu mngeluarkn bunyi yg aku xsanggup dgr.so aku lari nnt aku ksian xley makan pulak...

buang kulit.boleh bwat baju ke????

bwat krja sorg,pmerhati ramai

ni la kerja aku tiap tahun.xbrgaji k.

love dis view.masak sblh motor lama~rmai sgt smpai kn bratur nk mkn.fair n square chef mak njang ckp

~the end~

~so excited!!!!!!

y am i so excited?hihihi.coz last saturday aku dh brjaya mghasilkn my 1st piece of tshirt.

well,aku xbwat tshirt but i do sum patches on it.

n the most important thing is,,,,,,,ia menjadi!!!!

~im gud~oo~im great~oyeah~

hahaha

with sum help from my mum,this is my 1st design T

panda is kiyut.hahaha

...tihihi...

nak tahu apa lg yg bagus spnjag proses bwat panda ni?

bukan sj menjadi...

tp i got to spend sum precious tyme with my mum.

at 1st i tot im gonna do this all by myself

my mum is a bz woman,workaholic!so aku xnakla ganggu dia

n dia xtahu aku bwat benda ni

smpaila at 1 point,aku trpaksa mntak tlg dia coz benang kaen tu keep on trkeluar2

n im not a pro.i only noe the basic.the rest..hell i dunno

so my mum pown brlagakla mcm mahaguru bla aku mntk tlg.haha

aku xsuka sgt mntk tlg mak aku hihi.i hav my own pride k?(ego sbnrnye)

tp tula,kalau mak yg cakap msti betul(i 'hate' when shes right)

so jadila jahitan aku tu.n mak aku plak beria-ia nk tlg jgk

maybe dia xsangka aku nk mnjahit n dia xnak jatuhkn smangat aku yg sgt mengejutkn ini.

n mungkin dtg 1000tahun skali.hahahaha

well,,i mite luk boy-ish but deep down in my heart im still a gurl k?

hahahahaha

mother n daughter tyme.huhu.

nenek aku kata jgn mnjahit atas katil.tp aku degil

~hingusan vs ane~

OBJEKTIF: sahut cabaran ane.(ane = mamak yg mniaga tuna+tobesco kt lrg hj taib.hahaha)

ane upload pic hingusn dia tyme skul(ane,kina sgt tepat.u luk thin .BEFORE ni)hrp fhm apa yg nk di smpaikn.ye?tidak?

so,dia cbr utk kami (aku n cikkiah) upload pic kami.

nah,hambik kau!

*most of the pictures luk all blur.sorry 4 dat

**i dun hav scanner.so i double shoot the pic.

owwwhh,,i LOVE this pic!really hoping dat doraemon realy exist so i can travel back to those tyme where i stil luk innocent(r...adorable) tihihihi.

'persidangn meja bulat'.haha.we giv dat name coz evry morng,lunch hour,n evenin when we hav extra classes,we all will lepak-ing at this meja bulat(tolong bwat2 xnmpak tudung aku tu.pliiiis!))

if ane brlari,aku berjalan je.kdg2 brdiri statik.n mnari ckit.

guna kaki n tgn.

nmpak x aku.walaupn aku tinggi tp bila dlm kadet,ada lg org lg tinggi dr aku.takat bahu bdk depan tu je.

HA!~bwh ni jgn terkejut

ni final year aku join silat.F3,aku msuk prtndgn solo.bangga mula2..dh msuk gelanggang trketar2 kepala lutut.hahaha.ada gaya ala2 hang li po versi gelap x?

ni ms mtrx.dh xhingusan

aku suka bwat muka ni.i LIKE!hensem x?haha

we win.GOLD!

aku ni byk join benda yg perlukan aku brdiri stempat br aku perasan.

kecuali bola jaring.tu tolak tepila

silat mmg gerak tp xbyk.byk bunga2 je...

~~tgk pic ni bwat aku rindu zaman doulu-doulu.kn ane kn?haha

sj nk selit.zaman KEGELAPAN.