im having tachycardia

mmm today is boring.boring.
went to how's clinic.'pull n push' dats got to be the motto of dis clinic.
saket tau tak!!!!if i hav the gut to yell to dat dr. rrrrrr
oh well, my fault.gatal nk pkai braces.padan muka fati.

i hav 1lil secret,haha,my frens,my housemate(kununnye) wake up soooooooo 'early' today.
so 'early' dat i tot they were dead.seriously!
jgn marah ya kawan?tihihi

oh,my money r dissappear-ing!
not that sum1 still them r i lost thm
they just vanished lil by lil
oh n i dun shopping either.no no.it hav been so long since the last tyme i bought bags r shoes r clothes r those cute accessories dat i love to but rarely wear them.no no.
so long dat i mite hav forgotten where mid is.(read my lips(if u can)).SERIOUSLY.
but my money still flow like water(mngalir bagai air.hahaha)

so i hav to.HAV TO.call my mum.
i need money 4 my dental appointmnt
n dis thursday im going home AGAIN.so need money 4 fuel,tol,air kacip fatimah to make me alert while driving instead of sleeping n letting my car drive on its own n crush other cars n then maybe get a chance to see ufo AGAIN!k wat the hell am i talking here?
so i need money!
bank islam baki: rm20.oo hahaha
aku malu nk mintak terus dr abah
y?coz aku mmg malu.yup malu xbrtempat.
as always my mum will b the middle-woman

n i love abah coz he love me.he never said dat directly like 'abah sayang aisah'(mimpila)
but i noe he love me.ok not just me,my annoying brothersssss toooo
bcoz he never ask so much when i ask him(thru my mum) 4 sum money
n when i said rm150 will be enuff,,guess how much he giv to me?
rm500.n
last sunday b4 i start my class he already gave me rm 300 wic i used to pay my hutang pd ane n kinah.
n my abah xbrkira pown.he believe in me.not that he pampered me too much.
ramai org kata coz im the only daughter,aku manja n abah beri je apa aku nak.NO.
im not dat kind of girl.n i noe my abah doing the rite thing to believe in me coz ill never ever going to dissapoint him r my mum r my brothers n family.(kay aku mngarut lg)
n im not taking advantages on him k?
i really need dat money
n within 1hours my account dh jd rm520.00
so yeah,,, i love my abah.

n tmrw,,tmrw is my big day.special day.
maybe not 4 you,but 4 me.
its a...................................SECRET.
hahaha.
just hoping i dont do anythg dat will make me luk stupid.
coz tmrw is the day i hav been waiting 4 along tyme.
ya allah,berkatilah pertemuan esok.ameeen